so i am not sure what happened to January? I can not believe i did not write on this blog even once. i wrote a lot of blogs in my head but they never got down on paper or i guess you should say the screen. (cheezy yes) they were some good ones too that kept running through my head but then i would get busy and the day would pass and well you know how it is.

I am doing good, again in an exploratory stage, really seeking God on direction. Looking at what He wants my focus to be. Asking why I am doing what I am doing? Am I living for Shalom or God? I pray I am a light and I am making a difference not just existing. sometimes it feels like i am just existing. :\ i really have been having some good times with God and really feeling His peace and strength. We have such an amazing God words really can not describe how blessed we are.

so i just wanted to write and let you know i am here still.

ps i have a new niece!!!! Daniel and Beth had Danyelle Michelle Kindle Sanchez two weeks ago. she is beautiful! i will have to post some pictures soon. hopefully i will get to see her in person soon too. Daniel and Annna have been doing good sending me pictures and video's to help me not feel so far away. thanks guys